Everybody wants to be special
Humans want to be special, that’s perfectly normal. Everybody wants it and everybody can do it. We are individuals and we act as such. That means more than words. And it leads me to questions.
Sometimes I think about my self who I am, what I do. How might I am seen by my next? What does he or she notices first when he sees me? And thinking about that I asked myself how I want them to see me. No, it’s not as if I am unhappy. I have the time to reflect my doing and myself. I question myself to make sure I don’t regret later that I didn’t do this or that. Why I ask for my appearance?
That’s quite simple to answer. Last weekend, I did as usual the washing and what did I have to notice? Yes, I really need new underwear. Most part of my underwear is black. Right, my underwear and lingerie used to be black, now the actual colour is grey – and not a nice one. And that brought me to think.
I need new underwear and lingerie and so I ask myself what exactly do I want? The same stuff again? Or shouldn’t I think about a change? And yes, I might try a change. Thinking about my underwear I started to have a look into the Internet. Google brought up immediately quite a long list with online shops and catalogues. There I found a huge variety of underwear and lingerie that I have never seen in any of the shops I usually go.
There is a big range of styles from classical elegant to sexy or flower and colourful. Everything you might imagine is there and even more. One style I really enjoyed is what I would call back to the past. Some underwear woke in me the illusion of the 1920’s or 1930’s.
That wasn’t a bad impression I really enjoyed it and consider getting some of it for myself. The patterns and the colours are just what I want. I love black combined with crème or black and a light pink or purple. And even better since then the materials changed a lot. They are much better now.
I want to invent myself completely new. And I am going to start with my underwear. I want to play with my clothing and I ordered directly a new combination of a bra and pants. I can’t wait for them. Now as I made the start I am sure I will try to live my life with, as much fun as possible and my new underwear will remind me to do so.
Try it, sometimes little changes work very well.
